Hi and thank you for visiting.

I had the idea to write this blog when I found very little out there in regards to young widows and those left behind in the aftermath of suicide.  It’s nerve wracking writing out what I’ve seen and feel and deal with.  I want to keep this blog honest and raw, but also hopeful.  I am hoping that this will reach some people who will realize that they are not alone.  I hope that this blog reaches others who have felt the grips of any mental health illness.

I want to write about not just surviving the suicide of a loved one, in this case my husband, but also of life afterwards.  I want to write about the healing process and the hurt that will always be there.  I want to write about not just surviving, but living.